I feel like there are a million things I need to be doing, none of them ever so important, so I loose myself to idle time of doing nothing? Something? This? I feel like life is so predictable, and I for one am not fond of predictability. I am certainly ready for some kind of exciting change. Usually I get frustrated and take this need for change out on my hair. Then I am a cry baby for weeks as I try to get my hair back to where I started.
Ideally I would like to move out of this bland boring town or at least travel. Perhaps I was a gypsy in another life, and I never stayed in one place for long to keep that gypsy soul content. I have been thinking about joining the army. You know, get in shape, get some discipline, get a little brainwashed, get to travel on the governments penny. But looks like the government hasn't been managing there penny very well.
I want to sit around and loose myself in music. I guess I will just wait til the medicine takes............
